Loosin’ my mind….

It has been forever and a day since I last posted. A LOT has changed. I am back in the states livin’ in Chi-town con la familia. In full fledge finals mode! Almost finished with my second year of law school! I now have THREE jobs and am still strugglin’ economically, how the hell is that possible? Yo no se.

But the most significant change is I am finished with my second relationship. Yes…. Nestor and I are finally over and I couldn’t be more confused. I know EVERYONE and their mother was happy to see us end but what surprised me the most is what finally got me to end it… I felt I was no longer a good person for him. How that makes sense in my head, I do not know. Pero, no turning back now, huh?

So, now I am single, about to finish my second year of law school and two months away from going to study in Spain and then Costa Rica, and the only thing I am trying to figure out is my social justice work.

Am I working with a bi-national non-profit or they just using me because its convenient for them at this point. Does el jefe only want to work with me socially and not really respect ANY of my ideas?

Should I start working/focusing ONLY on my non-profit? But doesn’t that seem silly since we both are working for the same issues? To the same goal?

Do I keep focusing on an immigration career or do I go straight to the maryknoll missionaries? Am I going to pursue a radical left career or moderate followed with politics. Ugh… can u see why I have headaches so much?